hello people, welcome. anybody YOU, who read my words. you are blessed, I feel blessed. we are ALL one....
that simple. I am not feeling comfortable to share such personal things in my own language. then I feel SO honoured to write you my dear. I write actualy my inner soul, my upper me... and if you read NOW. you feel, this is pure connection of LOVE and connection to GOD.
does not matter you call it/him/her God or Miracle or Nature... I am sure there is no coincidence you are now with me.
I used to work in business.
as procurement/sales/marketing.... and just was too much.
these days I struggle with orientation of time/space.... and in 43 years old I have been diagnosed with Asperger syndrom, kind of autism. Austicstic brain is magic, and smart and running cooooool. and as everything in this world, there are pretty mad difficulties in daily practical life. Makes me sometimes so much energy to handle "normal" tasks, that I feel very sad... very sad. that sad, that I do not even have power to live.... and ask God to take me home.
Whatever, whenever I share my wisdom... I have NEW power. means that to put HERE on my web, technigues to manage daily life issues, gives me POWER to feel I am PERFECT as I am today. and my disabilities and struggles, just train my faith. I learned to ask people to help me if needed.
Always have SURVIVAL kit with me. with pens and cash and diaries (three) to be able to manage myself.
I put this NOW online.
and try to continue in writing furghter "no matter what they say" (Sting, Englishman in New York).
Need you to send ME now little piece of luck... as I send YOU love and piece and light and music. (watch YouTube... there are some pieces of my playing... amateur.. hihi... and direct from my heart <3
Sincerely Yours,
Jana
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